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Sunday, August 10, 2008
because,we're going to fight for our dreams.
hey alright,i know many of you,or maybe no.some of you think that going for guzheng lessons lately is very taxing&draining you guys out.&tht's why,you guys don't feel like going for guzheng lessons.but i really hope that all of you will understand that,all that we're doing now,is eventually for ourselves.we've come so far,from practising the songs,till now it's down to actions.i know some of you think that we don't see your effort to move no matter how hard you try but yet continue pushing you guys.acty,fact is we all do see the effort coming from each and every of you,it's just that..we still need to push you guys further.because trying your best&breaking through your own limits just ain't enough.we need to do it,we need to continue fighting.to be better than all the other people,to be able to be the best.
as in seriously,we don't enjoy asking you guys to move too.we really don't.because each time we ask you guys to do so,seeing some who's really trying to move&you can see the drive within them as they really want to make it ,compared to some who we can only see effort in trying,it really feels as though we are unappreciated.we all know that you guys are trying,but is the amount of trying really enough?we know how hard it is,we've been through all these.&tht is exactly why,we don't want to only wait till 1 month before SYF that we can really see everyone's drive.because..we would all have lost our confidence by then.
it really isn't anything nice to hear laoshi say tht he has given all hopes on us&voiding off the campfire performance.because it feels totally as though all our effort was unreciprociated.but the thing now is,have we all realised the danger within all the small things which are spoken?have we all felt that we need to do it right,right now?have we felt that there is a need to show to everybody out there that we can do it?have we once feel that the bond we had two years ago is back now?have we showed that we know that we're all going to make it through together?
it really isn't about a part wanting it so badly,but yet the other just let it lying.because we all know nothing we want will be what we will get if this continues.it's really about how everyone's going to do everything together.if someone breaks down,it naturally means that the thirty plus people remaining breaks down too.it just take 1,only 1,to break all other 30.have we already built up the bond such that the rest of the thirty people will know when just one is not with us?or do we not remember at all?
when is it that we're going to realise that everything that we do now is for a greater cause?&that all the effort put in now,is for a greater tomorrow.it's not only just for us,ourselves,but also for the people in the next few years,or maybe centuries.i know that we don't have much of all the school's support now whtsoever,but if we're going to give up now,does that really show that we really do not have any hope?if we all feel that it's alrdy up till our limits&we no longer want to put in any effort,does that mean you all are giving up hopes on yourselves,or seniors?
perhaps some of you can't stand it when laoshi criticises us.but think again,sometimes he does make sense right?if..he can acty see all our flaws¬hing else,does that really mean those flaws are the only things that we're showing him?where is the bond which pulls us together in the past,where is the drive we once had,where is the spirit to care for one another&really try to understand how others are feeling now?if you feel like breaking down now,think again,how about the rest who're going through more mental torments than you?why can others do the things you can't do,because they're naturally smarter than you,or is it just because they've tried alot times harder than you,&that they know that they want it,ten times more than you?
don't say you hate coming for guzheng lessons,because by just one such sentence from any of you,it means that you hate the rest of the people there,&that there is nothing else worth for you to come.&that all that we've done,&the effort that we've put in is all crap.i know we're all going through this very rough patch now,like how we try but yet can't break through all those boundaries.but really,just by knowing any of you who feel slike letting go,give up hopes on all the rest of us,it really hurts alot.is there really nothing else for you to reminiscence?
&aircon..would you guys rather be back to the past where we do not have any air conditions to enjoy?would you guys rather endure lessons without any breeze?if that is so..we can continue the next lesson without air cons/fans.&perhaps the best that we can do is to open the windows.is that really what you guys want,after we've went forward to request for all our air cons to be fixed?would bringing a hoodie/sweater along be too much of a chore for all of us to enjoy the breeze&have lessons under a better condition?is it really that hard..to bring along what you need for what we alrdy have?think again.
i know that perhaps you won't feel the same as we do,because we may see the crisis nearer than you guys do.it's going to our last yr soon,&for the sec2s,your last SYF too.we really want to make the best out of the things we have to get the best.really,we need to make this happening.we want laoshi to stay,we want laoshi to find the hopes on us back again,we want laoshi to know that we really want to do this well,we want everyone to realise that each and everyone of us matters alot.we really do not want any of you to give up any hopes on ourselves,we hope all of you can hang on&realise that we're going through all these all together.because,we really need to.
this is very wordy and lengthy,but..it's what i really hope,everyone will start realising&changing.
to change, we need to move on. we're a part of our own community,it's no longer about individuality or just yourself.
jiayou,cchmsgz.
xoxo,
yours-truly.
cchmsgz;
10:11 AM